thursday a.k.a today- school lor. never run ahahaha. no assembly worrs, maybe coz morn raining? taking notes during geog, so sian lor. chinese doing nth much as usual. doing maths during eng, i forever refuse to do summary, so i asked chuan yee if i should submit the compre w/o summary. he said no. theory: if you hand in she'll ask why no summary. if you don't hand in she wont even notice. ?! last lesson chem, i owe mr wong alot of work lol. including last week/lesson de tys. then he say today nv hand in cannot go off. the moment he got out of class, i went off with dahh& nez to eat -.-'' apparently pgh very bushuang coz i do one chem got zihui, inez and diana there. then like no one bother go eat with him (because of me -.-? according to him) so he got pissed and went like bu
when we went down to eat, he came down alone awhile after that, and he purposely sit at the table beside, alone. so i told diana that i think he waiting for her to ask him to join us, then tell her to ask. so she ask, then he nv respond. she say think is want us go over there join him. no way lor. so after he finished he finally came over and sit. can tell he's been bs with me all along -.- like i steal diana from him zz.
if i want complain, i was the one who hung out with her all the time till sec 2, inez joined us. then i left out. then gh came along. then sec 3 they got into the same class, but i had to go combined sci. just because they live in the same area, became classmates, study tgt& go home tgt, why does it make it seem to him that they've been a group tgt? our schedules don't match, so i have no one to eat with, seeing i'm not close to people in my class then jiu nvm. there was this period of time that i didn't even want to go over to their class anymore, not that i think they even realised it. and to them i'm always busy, busy going out with other people or what, but i'm not. so long as any random day i ate with her, he not happy, idk with her or me. i go with them, he not happy i keep talking to her. for one, who else should i be talking to? no common topic. not close to them either. two, i dont think he has alot to say to her either. besides, whats wrong with girlfriends being close? irritating.
afterwards we were walking back to class when he asked inez& diana if they had marianne chong. so after deliberating for awhile, i told him i had the book. apparently diana said when he went back to class he asked if anyone had the book, and no one had, so in the end still borrow from me. zz. he say return tmr. if he crumple my book i'll kill him. had chem agn lo. take notes, did ws. he say hand in tmr -.- which means no guarantee i will do. and he didn't ask for my tys. they had amaths after that so i sat behind diana and did a little maths, passed notes and asked inez chem. crapped abit lor. didn't want to go home anws. i think i made felix bs agn =x
went to view some old blogs just now. don't think i wanna delete. its nice to keep some memories, even if they're not exactly nice& happy ones. reminds me of when erica& i were crapping about when we were a clique. lols. sleepy lerhhs.
gotta go lib laters. shall buy dinner there as well bahhs.
sometimes i still think about you. sometimes i think its not possible to be friends anymore. sometimes i just feel like i had to learn to live without. sometimes i just think that i let go of u gradually, without knowing, without wanting to realise. but perhaps now is now. perhaps tenses don't matter to u. but those couple of alphabets made a big difference.